I’m afraid that this will be another part of my “past” My previous relationships ended because of lack of communication, that’s why as much as I can I’m trying my best to save this relationship but I feel like it’s a one sided love affair:), and i feel like by doing that I am not doing my role as a woman, I still believed that women should be pursued, that women were created as passive. But with what I am doing it seems that I am the pursuer and the one who is aggressive:(
There are three things that I considered the most important in a relationship. My number one is commitment, next is communication and third is love.
Commitment is my motivating factor to communicate at a deep and intimate level because without communication the love will start to fade.
I will just entrust this relationship to my Lord, He allowed these things to happen for a purpose. And so whatever is in His mind right now, I trust Him, knowing that He only wants the best for me. The only thing that i can do now is to be close to Him. I want to be in the center of His will, because that’s the only best and safest place i know. And so my soul wants to say to Him.
You let my feet stand on solid ground
That i might not be moved when strong wind comes along my way.
Oh Lord I desire to do your will, i want to glorify your name.
My soul may be downcast.
Still i will trust in You.
It is better to put my trust in you than to man.
Your love is flawless, perfect and pure.
The love that You have, that i can exchange.
I will rest in your love.
I will rest in you Lord Jesus
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