“Are you working?”
“Nah, I’m staying at home mom and wife, I didn’t work since I got married, though I did part-time job.”
“Really?, I couldn’t imagine myself just staying at home doing nothing, I have a baby, my parents are taking care of her while I am working here.” She’s working here and her child is with her parents in our Country.
I was used of living independently, after graduating from college, I went to another city to work and from that time on until I got married I’d lived independently. I sent my sister to college, she’s with me until she got married.
What I’m trying to say here is, choosing home wasn’t an easy thing for me, I wanted to work, I wanted to earn, I had worries, I had lots of what if… and if we both earning, we can have more, we can buy more, but you see I had plans but the Lord has other plan for me, for us.
I didn’t always want to be a stay at home mom, I never thought of just staying at home taking care of the house, my husband’s needs and the children. Thinking about that made me cringe. Probably because I live in the world where women must compete, build a career, conquer, be the leader or boss and bring home the money.
I had plans but the Lord has another plan. I surrendered to my calling, and let my husband fulfill his calling as well to be the protector and provider, to be the head of the family. I may not be earning but we’ve seen His hands working. He is meeting our needs and even sometimes our wants. Surrendering my will to him allows me to fulfill my God-given role as wife and mother.
I may not have those fancy clothes and shoes, I may not drive a car, I may not have those latest gadgets but my life is more peaceful, I don’t need to compete with the world, I don’t need to run after the world and its goodies. Honestly though, sometimes I ask the Lord for my wants, It’s up to my Father to give those but I’m not running after those things.
I firmly believe we go through “seasons” my season now is to stay at home. I’m not sure if the Lord will call me again to work outside my home. I am thankful for this season of my life where I can take care of the house and my husband’s and baby’s needs.
The beginning of my 1,000 Gifts to be Thankful for……
#1 my old Camera at last it retired few months ago, it suddenly stopped functioning.
#2 And because we can no longer use it, my husband bought a new one with 3D and HD video functions, I always want a DSLR Camera but I think it’s not yet the time to buy that.
#3 the 3D pictures, they are absolutely cool.
#4 the 3D monitor and glasses we can able to view at our 3D pictures:)
#5 for our new place, it’s spacious and with lift, YAY I don’t need to climb till 8th floor.
#6 the smile from my baby’s face while breastfeeding her.
#7 the courage to breastfeed inside a public transportation full of people.
#8 the fussiness of my baby sometimes, somehow it helps me develop my patience.
#9 the cool weather, that means less electricity bill because we don’t need to use AC.
#10 being a stay home mother.