It isn’t fun to ride a boat when the waves are high, it’s uncomfortable, scary and even if you want to rest and sleep, you couldn’t. This probably what the disciples were going through. Their boat was beaten and tossed by the waves. It was a long and tiring day for them, exhausted from the emotions of the day and they just wanted to rest. But how can they rest with that situation. They were probably anxious and worried. And the worst thing Jesus wasn’t there, maybe if Jesus was there, somehow they can rest because they witnessed how Jesus calmed the storm in the past. Maybe Thomas was saying them, “ah where is our teacher when we needed him most.” Peter and Andrew were probably trying everything for them to stay alive, they’re fishermen.
However when they almost lost their hope, they saw someone walking, the master was coming. But wait, he didn’t calm the storm yet. “Oh Lord” shouted the other disciples “please calm the storm!” Jesus said, “hey, I’m here, don’t be afraid”
Jesus came, He was with them on the waves, in the storm, he came when they least expected it. And he only calmed the wind when he got on the boat.
From time to time we experience storms of life, sometimes Jesus calms the storm when we asked, sometimes He chose not to and allow us to be beaten and tossed by the waves for some time not because he abandoned us, he has a reason though. It’s just temporary he will surely calm the storm.
He comes on the waves, in the storm of life He is with us. He comes in our weakest state, maybe not the time that we would expect him to, but He comes still. He had not forgotten us. Maybe we feel like he is silent, yes maybe He is, but that doesn’t mean that He has left us. He is there the whole time, he gives us hope, he is eager to meet us in the storm and bring peace in the waves. In His time He will surely calm our storm.